it's been a terrible, no-good, very bad day

So, yesterday I lost my keys but didn't know that I had lost them until today. And my phone fell in the pool this afternoon. It is pretty much d-e-a-d, dead. And, we were supposed to meet Paul for an appointment but had no way of communicating with him on those details. And, Jonas is teething and hurts. And,we were late to a lunch meeting...because I had no keys to drive the car to said meeting. And, we are trying to make a BIG decision (more to come on that). And, I get really grumpy when all those things happen in one day.

Us

On July 9, Paul and I celebrated our fourth wedding anniversary. We did so by taking a trip to San Antonio, and this trip couldn't have come at a better time. Last year, our anniversary was a little overlooked due to all the company coming in and out of our house NOT to see us but to meet our little mister. So, we decided it was good for us to spend the money, send the little mister to grandma and grandpa's, and spend three days just being us. It was fabulous!

our anniversary dinner at the Tower of the Americas

view of the Tower of the Americas from the roof of our hotel

remembering the Alamo and about to take a river boat ride

funny sign on the bus

relaxing by the pool and relaxing some more on the river

i love that ring on Paul's finger!

on Independence Day

Lubbock has a really fun Fourth celebration. We started out at the parade in the morning and then got to see some of our friends that are in a band perform at the street festival. We had a cookout with friends and ended the day with fireworks. I didn't once bring out the camera for the cookout or fireworks, but Jonas enjoyed the slip-n-slide at the cookout and slept through the fireworks...hallelujah! We actually just watched from our car this year because we were both so exhausted from chasing him around all day long.






the best seat in the house!


Jonas watching the parade and not being remotely interested in it


All-American

my new favorite website

http://thepioneerwoman.com/

PARTAY

There are no words adequate enough to describe what Jonas' first year of life has been like...joy, contentment, tough, fun, hard, exciting, excruciating, anxiety, happy, sad, bewildering. Is there a word that sums all that up? One thing's for sure: we love our son more than he will probably ever know. We love being parents. We delight in the sweet moments and want to pull our hair out in the trying ones. We are different people than we were a year ago that's for sure. But, I am convinced this different is good. We have grown as people, we have had to cling to what we know to be true more than one time, we've fought, we've had the time of our lives, we've experienced pure joy. I have struggled for a long time with believing God is who he says he is, and being a parent has pushed me toward filtering through my unbelief. Paul would say the same thing. Sure, at times we would love to have a taste of our "old" life again...sleeping in, eating a leisurely meal, etc, but if I guess that is what babysitters and grandparents are for :) We often find ourselves staring at Jonas and saying "can you believe this is OUR child?" Almost as if shaking our heads that God would let us be in charge of another life. But, that is it...God let us. He gifted us with the most precious gift we've ever received. And that is what we are learning. Everyday we get a little better glimpse of the way God feels about us as we parent our boy. It is a hard thing for me to learn, and I have a LONG way to go on this particular road. This year has been a crazy year with crazy changes, and sometimes I feel like I am going crazy. But, crazy has been a catalyst to experience a fuller joy. And peace.

We have never blogged about where the name JONAS came from. When we first started talking about that name, several asked if we got it from the Jonas Brothers. Fortunately, we didn't. We decided if that was the name our child would have, the Jonas Brothers would be long gone before any schoolyard ridicule could happen. The name JONAS means "the dove" (which is a symbol of peace), and the spiritual connotation is "declarer of peace of good". I have an unexplainable need for peace in my life and at the time we were choosing names felt that need very intensely. We didn't name our son until we met him for the first time. We had two names going into the delivery room, and when our doctor asked what his name was moments after he breathed his first breaths, Paul and I looked at each other and said "JONAS". We just knew that our son was to be a symbol of peace in our lives.

A few statistics on Jonas at one year...
- walks, almost runs, everywhere
- can say "dog", "hello", "this", in addition to "mama" and "dada"
- points and says this or grunts to tell us what he wants
- favorite foods: sweet potatoes, carrots, yogurt, any fruit, meat...not a fan of green veggies
- has a severe allergy to cows milk which was confirmed through a blood test
- loves to ride his tonka truck and race day rider
- dances to music
- has taken up the need for a lovey (which is a tab blanket my friend Charissa made him)...he sleeps with it and generally likes to hold it
- still loves his paci
- climbs on and off the couch/bed
- sleeps about 10 hours a night
- has 6 teeth...still
- weighs 19 pounds, 1 ounce (this was the dr's scale...our scale said more like 18.5)
- 30.4 inches long
- rides in a forward facing car seat (the dr said it was OK even though he isn't 20 pounds) which he LOVES
- loves the park and pretty much anything we do outside. He is also liking the water this summer
- got his first haircut
- squeals and runs when his daddy walks through the door in the evening

Here are some pictures of his party/birthday weekend... (btw: I am having the hardest time with the pics. They are supposed to be side by side but aren't posting that way even though they show that way on the draft screen. Anyone have any advice?)


Jonas' monkey cake and the living room jungle safari...his theme was "Jonas' Safari Fiesta"

singing happy birthday


opening presents...he got so much stuff. We are still trying to figure out where to put it all!


with his #1 pinata and with Grandpa Snow

our little family...there were several cameras and we didn't know where to look :)

with Grandma Snow and Gram Gram at a Japanese Steakhouse...he is watching the fire

I LOVE my new seat!

Happy Day to YOU

I have been in a blog funk lately. Every time I sit down to write about our big one year old, other tasks and interests call my name. I think perhaps I have not been able to really process what our year has been like. I like to use this blog as a record keeper of sorts. Therefore, I want a milestone such as ONE to be given justice. Maybe my expectations are too high. I feel the need to get something written, archived for remembrance but haven't been able to do it. AND, blogging about this is much easier...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PAUL!
I am so glad that you were born 29 years ago. God sure did know what I would need and want in a husband when he created you. Thank you for who you are and who you strive to be. We would not and could not ask for anyone different. Thank you for your desire to love me and Jonas like God loves, for your commitment to our family, for being dedicated to your work, and for choosing what is right over what is easy. You are remarkable and deeply loved.

Jonas' Birthday

I feel like there is a lot of reflecting to do on the past year. I am in the middle of that but wanted to share Jonas' big day with you thru some pictures. We will post his party pics in a separate post...I think this is more than enough pics for one post!

birthday boy at breakfast


we went to the park and played on the swings


3:19 pm...the time Jonas was born


riding rides at Chuck E Cheese





having a picnic dinner on the Tech campus



opening a present from mom and dad


getting a first haircut the day after turning 1


showing off the new little boy haircut